midnight...early morning update.

So I'm finally feeling better and normal now after a couple of moody weeks. /throws confetti. I still have problems that are left unsolved but never mind, they aren't really bothering me that much.

Keeping myself busy with something and having an aim or goal are actually great. Being busy is better than doing nothing...it's true. This is one of those 'you-have-to-experience-it-yourself-to-know-how-much-it-sucks' things. Quoting the words of the 89% high-school graduates before me, 'I never thought I would miss school.' Yes. School suck so much but I still miss it and believe me, I remember myself swearing to no one saying 'I ,*inserts name* SOLEMNLY SWEAR THAT I AM NEVER EVER EVER GOING TO MISS SCHOOL!'

I've graduated high school, now what? I thought I was going to spend my almost-4 months worth of holiday reading and doing things that I've always wanted to do. How naive of me. 

Speaking of keeping myself busy...I've actually started to learn Japanese and please allow me to express my gratitude to the Internet. Thank you Internet, for being good and helpful most of the time. 

This discovery is made when I was watching an anime after a K-drama. I discovered that I'd never noticed the fact that I can read Korean but can't really understand the meaning and I can't read Japanese but can understand most of them. Hrmm...you can't always get the best of both worlds. 

In order to get my fictional senpai to notice me (I know it's impossible but just let a desperate 後輩 dream her way to the Land of the Rising Sun. More like the Land of the Shonen Mangas with Perfect Fictional Characters that are Never Going to be Mine.), I decided to give the language a try. Besides, I was struggling to choose between the two languages that time so I guess it's been decided now. 

I downloaded the Hiragana and Katakana charts to my phone (thank you technology) and have been focusing on memorizing the syllables since the past few days. I never knew it's actually this difficult to memorize them. However, I'm enjoying the process of learning a new language and I like challenges (not really).

It's 4am now and my family is going to wake up in another hour or so so I better end this update quickly to continue my 黒子のバスケ. This is my second time watching the anime...read 202 chapters of manga in two days. All the basketballs and senpais.

全力を尽くします！ typed it myself and googled it and it's correct!!! /throws confetti again